Miguel, I can't thank you enough for saying what's in your heart and asking the questions that you have. You are a man of courage, I can see that. I've had many of these same questions as well, and just didn't have the guts to ask them! I get hit with many of these same questions in 95% America that you ask and really have no clue how to answer alot of them. This is where the "iron sharpening iron" comes in I think. We stand strong in our beliefs and a great deal of us rely on faith alone. As Josh McDowell once said, "faith isn't enough, we need proof to validate that faith" . One thing I've learned from Orrin and the leaders, they do speak nothing but truth. I've taken them on faith and they've proven everything to me in tenfold. I'll look forward to more of your postings on this topic. Learning is a great thing! God bless you!